Monday, December 29, 2003

uh-huh! back before the yr end.
rite. k had a pretty long, hectic, yet great time last week.
lets see, xmas? its by far dee best xmas of all.

firstly, this yr we did not go for any fanciful dining at restaurants. no clubbing (thank god). well, we had picnic by the beach. de ambience was great, just wad we expected. haha. we had candle lighted all around us. ok cheezy to some of u but hey, was realy nicee. had the wine, de food, it wasnt much of eating and eating.
its more of the sand, sea, starss...the wind.
jus laid down and enjoyed de nite....ok im gettin too carried away, but realy it was fantastic!

and.. last sat, had family gathering and of cuz fi was ard, had bbq, ate pretty much. aight, and had mahjong and wad's it called...err oh yes tai dee i suck at it. ryte.
wad else happen? i must have forgotten thru the fun i had.

to a good fren of mine...hope ur doin gd..
im still speechless of where we are right now.

Monday, December 22, 2003

i sense a long silence in this "non-existing" blog of mine.
now, even sheryl has a blog. tts fantastic.
just ended a long day at work. besides was 1st day of work for fi. we're now working tog. So kinda showed her around.
Xmas is just in couple of daes time, haven got down in getting her a present. Still pondering what's suitable for her this season.
and i guess by the time the next update of my blog, will be next yr.

merry xmas to all, great new year!

Friday, December 05, 2003

been giving coaching lessons. for any kind of sports.
couple of days back, started their 1st lesson with this 4 yr and 5yr old boys. ha ha its so amusing teaching dem tennis. dey keep insisting me to carry dem. they're awesomely cute. in de midst of teaching dem tennis, dey change to hockey. apparently their mum said they like hockey.
hmm. its a big diff in both games actuallie.
was tellin fi she cld help me take over if dey realy wanna tk up hockey.

gonna have mahjong session soon.
money rolls. haha in or out, we shall see.

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

tell me bt it. had da whole entire day filled wif tennis tennis tennis. den gym. realy surprise i still can survive thru these.
anyway met up wif mel anne this evening. bump into her at east coast seafood restaurant. chatted up awhile. its been ages since i last talked to her. oh yes, let me know wen u can meet up pass u ur bdae present, either before u leave for hols or back ya?

by the way, i guess fi was feelin rather, terribly bored today. she went online and did these funny quizes which she copied onto her blog. was at the club while talkin to her and she was like behaving rather hysterical, saying that "its virgo!!!!.." ok ya thats my sign. hmm. but wonder how true are these quizes.
So ya den, she insist that i have to do it and see thee result. im such a sceptic in these kinda quizzy thingy.
oh boy, do i realy have to try it out?

Monday, November 24, 2003

as planned, had golf this morning. weather was good.
anyway den toured around Laguna National. have not really seen the entire interior since its last reno.
anyway the spa facilities is hella superb.
was tellin fi that i'll pamper her, give it a try. those medi,pedi cure wif massage and best is, its like ur in this exotic area with soothin music with great scent around. u can just sleep in there. thumbs up.

got back and slept the day thru.
will be playin tennis tom. haha. love it when it comes to sports.

Sunday, November 23, 2003

fi's next to me now at da comp. at some internet cafe.
been shoppin a hell lot these few days.
went practically everywhere. yet, we're not done.
bought quite alot...darn.
anyway, goin to the golf course wif brother and dad tom.
miss the course.

speechless. fi's around cant say much.
haha. oops.

agacia's a stupid cow!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

played golf with my brother today.
hit the range den onto the course.
gotten myself couple of blisters.
its been yons' since i last touch my club.

den met fi for lunch and studied.
tom's last paper ofr both of us. pretty excited. another 7 mth of hols. haha so enticing. but i cant afford to waste my 7mths break like anything.
in fact, have lotsa stuff on my mind. to get them done.

anyway, been blardy bz, didnt even get de time to cut my hair. hmm its been lke 2-3mth i think?
shall see wad i can do to my hair man. haha cut it of cuz.

the weather bites.

yawnz. later*

Saturday, November 15, 2003

i miss golf.tennis.

Sunday, November 02, 2003

had a good talk wif my brother.
its been a week since i catch up wif him.
he was seeking advice from me for certain stuff.
he's four yrs younger den me, but i dun't feel de gap difference. besides im glad he's much mature den his fellow frenz. haha. so to speak.
he's still considered young but haf ta handle bgrs now. tsk.

anyway pple say yawning is contagious. its seems so likely.

even my dog yawns after me. haha.

Friday, October 31, 2003

mom has been coughing. not feelin too good.
been up and awake in e middle of the nite checking on her.
dad's not in town, bro went to obs.
the house is so empty.
but anyway hmm, at least got fi to accompany me last nite. studied thru the nite. bought lotsa food to stock up my groceries again. thanx sweetie.
feel that actualli i cant help caring for my parents. althou ya, dey do sometimes not agree at certain things, which i think its rite. but hell cares, i still care for them...to bits.. actualie.
so the whole week was me in charge of everythin in the house, most.
try to come back for dinner to spent it with my mom. call her as and when she's out. haha sounds silly but cuz she was sick alrite....
yawn, and cldnt sleep well cuz who knows when my mom needs sth in de middle of de nite.
haha. was just tellin fi earlier on today...aint i especially nice to everyone close to me....? *nudge*
wad was her ans.??...darn i cant rem. but ya...that was eth that sum up my days...i think that's all huh?

Monday, October 27, 2003

what's wif everyone and friendster?
been receiving emails, sms, "hey join friendster yet?", or if not, "hurry join, dun forget testimonials!"
oh man.
i've no time, neither do i find it useful apart from the fact that you find lotsa long-lost frenz, and maybe keep in contact, (supposedly). and Testimonials? for a fren...? won't that be too superficial.
hmm, rite.
for those in friendster, no offence.

Friday, October 24, 2003

experimenting with the new motorola (karaoke fone)
hmm. intrigued by these fascinating little gadgets.
haha.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

george bush in town. rite.
get the roads all jammed up.

fi and i cldnt get to town to grab a bite.
and i cant enter her house area cuz of the jamm.
so i had to drop her off the mrt. the whole thing is just a "what for, he's jus A president"

during these times, its pointless to drive around. sometimes its a wonderful idea for public transports.

Saturday, October 18, 2003

had grocery shopping with fi yesterdae. had lotsa things to buy esp for my dog.and food.

stayed over my place.

received a call from joleen. nice to hear frm u,realy. anyway sent u an email, sorry u cldnt reach me thru mail, cuz i dun use the other email acc. anymore.

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

My intuition tells me I'll soon be heading towards getting a bike and yacht license.

first,i need a change of transport.

The thought of changing bikes each and every other day.hmm.relatively cheaper than owning a car inclusive of other maintenance.the adrenaline rush everytime you hit above the speed limit,not knowing when you gotta stop or make a turn (i mean considering the fact that you're totally out of control).suzuki,honda,phantom,vespa. etc. there's more of cuz, just that i'm not so much into bikes, dont really know their details.

uh-huh.as for yacht license. hmm..with a purpose of cuz.

wat other licenses can i take?

Sunday, October 12, 2003

it's been a routine of waking up early in the morning, drowning myself with cups of latte. Just to get myself gearing towards another day. its not about the sense of dread-ness, its abt wanting to do more each day. in which, i never failed to touch the newspapers every morning, to kick start the day. trust me, its been yrs since i last did tt, or rather, never did. And the rest of the day, work! i've been terribly pre-occupied with work, that I don't remember the last time I pampered my car.
more so, i don't remember the dates,time. that's why my dad had to hand me this motorola pda phone to keep track of my schedule. thank goodness.
haven't been updated with my friends
when was the last time, have i visited a restaurant? - i'll spend more den an hr finishing my meal. when was the last time i sat at a cafe with friends, talking like there's no tomorrow? and when was the last time, i entered a cd shop to get any latest records??. shhesh.
yes,my life's different, and so am i.
i've accepted with no regrets.hmm.
just that i'm 19 and most of the time, im with partners age 20++, talking to people who are thousand times piled up wif cash in them...or is it just my mere assumptions??
maybe because i see them every now and then.

i wonder what the hell is this entry headin to. but yeah it sums it all of being an entire workholic, who eventually or will soon be bonkers!

to digress,
hey natalie, yes been to ur blog. where haf u disappeared to again? anyway, u were tellin me abt that err...'keeping track of readers..'?? yeah how do u go abt doin it? and oh yah, u shld get a tagboard. 2nd alternative.

Sunday, October 05, 2003

life's hectic.
but i enjoy every bit of it.

wonder why..?

Thursday, September 25, 2003

list of things to do running thru my mind, squeezing it thru my schedule.

and before i know it, the day's gonna end again. too much things to settle. the worst is, i get more annoyed when things that are to be done on that day, i just can never accomplished it. no one is to blame. besides i try hard enuf to rush thru my plans. realy paranoid when things r to brought forward to the next day.

sleep is essential but i wish i can survive without shutting my eyes off for an hour or so.

nevertheless, my everyday needs and wants have to run at least parallel for me to feel a wee bit please. nothing more,nothin less den the other.

off i go to settle things thru de nite, once again.
don't anyone just love these day's weather. finaly ts getting a little chill here.

Saturday, September 20, 2003

yesterdae - morning, rushed down to meet char and mel to discuss some stuff regarding my work. had an earl grey and blended mocha even wif an empty stomach.

went down to town to meet sheryl. met at da open carpark. it was her first time driving. we both waited for fi and yeemei. and had dinner. den met fel and sue and headed to mt faber.

we three drove 3 separate car. at certain roads, was racing wif fel. haha. was realy fun. had lotsa fun chatting and laffin. its reali nice to haf frenz dat u can talk freely abt anything, off ur mind, just to de-stress esp wen we all haf our own prob.

am tired, just got back from fi's gd fren's bdae (gel's) woke up early today to go down to de tailors. anyway dont u guys just love these days' weather?

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

weekend was great. my parents and relatives celebrated my bdae on a sat. had a porche car cake. sounds wierd huh. i didnt wanna make it like anything big deal, just gathering wif my relatives. had a mahjong session wif my couz. presents and money received. haha. reali thanx.

on monday, yesterday was the best birthday i've had. she had the surprises, de presents, de dinner. i'm all lost for words. she got me 2 tailored shirts wif my initials on it (which was reali n.i.c.e), what's more she got me a display car which is exactly de same as my car wif de same color.which i think its hard to find. on top of that, as im a sucker for french food and red wine, she brought me for a french cuisine. great ambience, great food, tasty red wine. surprisingly, the chef,Dominic came to recommend his fave. he's an invited chef frm france, stationed for a week here.

den met up wif sheryl and yeemei, thanx for da small lil surprise. meant alot pal. thanx for de shirt yeh.

today, went down to oxford tailor to get my measurements and decided to settle for tailored shirts. i need them for work. quite a hassle. but at least its to my liking huh.

thanx everyone for ur wishes.

Friday, September 12, 2003

today seemed like a pretty long day. started off by sending my results to da uni since i've supposedly got in n my mum's pushing me into it. but hell wif it. wanna get a grip of what i wanna do.
up next, went out to esplanade,cityhall and the stretch of that area. wif fi of cuz. catch legally blonde 2. hah wad a silly show, but glad we used the complimetary tixs.

had light dinner at pacific coffee. did a little work and toked... den in de nite, wanted to go for a drink, headed t somerset bar, it was packed. so walked down to prinsep st one of the bars and chill out. talked abt anything that has been bothering me these days.

guess its usual to be a lil down sometimes, always tryin to be optimistic abt everything. sorry if i've been tokin to much bt fi and i ...i and fi these past few entries. just that she's been a great help in all aspects in my life. esp when at times, things jus dun seem rite at all. but im glad im out of de mud. and truly i cld haf never done it without her support. and lately that bloody bugger sheryl is too caught up wif her gf, i hardly get to tok to her. they're both totaly inseparable.

on another note, just got my hair cut after a pretty long time cuz i've been too tied down. i used to care so much bt my hair, but now, it realy doesnt matter as much.hmm, how true is that?

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

sheryl finnaly haf a license. fantastic pal! how excitin we four can all go for a spin, in different cars. err, hah.
ok anyway was at fi's house. no one was home so we cooked dinner for ourselves. we bought chicken,pasta,ingredients. i cooked black pepper chicken while she did de pasta. alwaz loved her pasta. was a great attempt overall.hah. never have i done the housework, got to help out cleaning after cooking cuz fi's a neat freak. but had a wonderful time.

Thursday, September 04, 2003

was off any work today. how great. yup, so took de day went out with fi and caught the movie "Pirates of the carribean". at first i wasnt into the idea of watching that show, but u noe fi wants to watch so..uhhuh. but yeah indeed it was a thumbs up. pretty not bad, had a good laugh too.

den we went to find her classmates, they were playing pool, joined the guys for a game and soon after me and fi headed for dinner. jap food at plaza singapore was not bad, to my surprise. i forgot the name..hmm. but anyway dinner was good and poor fi ate so much she cld hardly walk.hah.

she bought my dog (cookie) titbits and a smal rugby ball. a treat for him cuz this morning he got attacked by this ferocious terrible dog. poor fellow. i got so mad, i called de police and dey came down and spoke to de owner. de police assured me that dey wont keep this matter lyin down...u think so?hope so. but im jus glad my little dog, who's so helpless is fine all over again after all dat trauma.

not my usual kind of practice when im usually online - today i was jus checking out my frenz blog and happen to come across a blog. hmm, whats so different? ok not much difference i must say, just that their tag board (which is called) is filled with arguments...harsh ones bitting one another off. wow. and i was drown into the confusion that i felt as if im involved in it as a middleman. oh great, shoke myself off and surf something more sensible, or rather more logical. but these kind of blogs really intrigues me, doesnt it? oh well, ok shant sae much.

eyes gorging out, waiting for her call before i get to my sheets.

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

went to jonathan's recording studio today and met up with mel and charlene. we were talkin to dem abt how if dey wan to record they own demo and plus abt our strategic plan apart from singing ( cuz that's jon's part)
two day ago had a meetin at Meridien hotel wif the Director and a lady frm RHODO pte ltd as well as a banker (names shant be disclosed huh. no big deal but.. yeah). Discussin abt a project coming up. Got my dad and mum to come for the meetin as well altho it doesnt concern them but they wanted to know my parents,..uhhuh. Met up with her daughter,project co-ordinator. at de age of 21 she's like handling her dad's business.toked abt almost everything frm social to business. how enlightening. Her mum's like de director of Rotary club. ok i shldnt disclose much, as u noe..stuffs like these are beta kept confidential. hmm.ok.
So that's abt it. meetings and meetings. but its scary, esp when u meet the big players. yeeyikes.

Sunday, August 31, 2003

happy birthday sheryl..
Yesterday spent a blast day with sheryl and frenz. its by far the best birthday celebration i've been too. (i think) on top of that, she's 21 now.
However I had ta wake up pretty early frm bed 11am. ok its way early for me ok. got down to holland v to get those party stuff with fi and den we headed to yeemei's house to collect the food. on the way to sheryl's house, i had to drive pretty slow cuz of the curry at the backseat. hah.
reached at 3pm den set up the house with sueanne and went to ser. gardens to get more utensils and junks. later in de afternoon more frenz came like err..quite a number.
it was a surpise party for..my best bud! so at like 7pm when she came back with yeemei, we surprised her with sprays, pops and more pops...hah poor yeemei gotta drag the time for us to get things ready.
we had barbequed food and more food and booze. sheryl's mum is damn happening man.
after food, fel came and she juz got her license so i got in to her car and she jus drove me ard for smoke. (as in only she smokes..) im sure she loves to blast her music way loud.

well, the fun part came wen we sabotage sheryl by smearing her face all over with da cake..haha and den soon almost everyone got cake all over them esp me. and i didnt bring any clothes and i look lik i just got stuck in a mud. furthermore, towards the end ard 2plus in da morning, we collect a trash bag full of whip cream and eggs and whatever u can find to mix. Blind-folded sheryl tie her up and dump de trash over her entire body. hah she's like shit man. but glad the rain didnt spoil de fun at all. everyone wuz like practically laffing and running ard her "messy and dirty" house, which we were the main culprits. haha.

it wuz like 3 and everyone wuz so tired and melissa drove fel's car to bring the rest back and den i drove fel's car back to sheryl's house cuz my car is only PRACTICALLY for 2seater.

uh-huh now home, darn tired. hah. but its all worth the effort. oh by the way sheryl..hope u like the present me and fi got for you. haha you and yeemei can so realy enjoy IT.

photos will upload soon.
seem that i missed out certain details huh, but yeah im sure whoever is reading this wld not have manage to read til de end. have you? hah.

Monday, August 25, 2003

hmm anyway had a weird phonecall today.
someone called me and the conver was:
she kept saying that she danced wif me before, we're close.and i gave her my no. when i was tipsy.and said i waz de one whu joined butch hunt. ask to meet up later...(??)
Huh?
hmm.firstly, i've not been to a club in ages and secondly if i do, i dont get tipsy.and i did not join butch hunt.
haha but yeah u prankster if u read my blog i think u got the wrong agacia.
finally got back on track..i mean blogging. been tied up with loads of schedule. finally had a breather. ok where do i start. hmm. yeah, fi came over the weekend and stayed over. had a realy great time especially after so much busy schedule.
today went Singapore Cricket Club with fi, and jonathan. met up wif janice and daniel. discuss abt our business proposal and catch up a lil abt abt their e-commerce site.
anyhow, den had dinner at fi's house. her parents are so warm, fi kept saying that her mum prepare more soup esp for me cuz i love soup and she realy cook alot man. but was great meal i must say! hah.
anyway today jus made a pile. ('ching ching' $$) haha. jus by moving my assets around. but somehow the transaction got a lil screwed up but at de end, things are fine.
sorry fi, didnt mean to be so heated up earlier, you know, i jus don't like people whom that i deal with, have no principles and have lost my trust especially in business. i know he's your fren but im trying to protect you. glad things had cleared. jus dont wan u to be taken adv of. sorry baby.

Monday, August 18, 2003

now playing. Eightball & MJG (feat. Outkast) - Throw Your Hands Up

Sunday, August 17, 2003

I love all waste and solitary places, where we taste the pleasure of believing what we see is boundless, as we wish our souls to be..
back. ok today had like four hours wif her cuz in da evening she gotta rush for tuition. yeah. wanted to go for indian cuisine Vansh at stadium boulevard but decided on french cuisine. had a great meal. love de oysters and terderloin.
jus realize sheryl is wrking at nooch. started yesterdae. haha she's like working at last. 1st time see her work.can tell she's happy wif yeemei. good. its great seeing ur buddy being happy.
think mite be meeting up wif them tmr,its been awhile.
my blog is chopped up in thots cuz im realy dread tired.
oh yeah, got a msg frm regine.
to regine: yup, my blog has no tags hah. no lazy to implement one. but nice to hear frm u. catch up soon yeh.
just watched the national day rally.how enriching.hah.yeah.but decided to take my eyes off it for now.
got sth off the straits time today : Retail analysts and market research companies said they know of no study on the value of Pink dollar here, but research in the US estimates gay spending power totalled US$340billion in 1999. Gays are a very attractive market as they are probably more brand loyal if the brand makes the effort to connect with them.
hmm.i see. hah.

darn gotta do some errands.
aight!

Saturday, August 16, 2003

..(to b cont.)
..don regret dad, i know u love da bmw Z4, me too.
(he went to da bmw showroom last week and tt car still bugs him. he's itching for it) haha.
time flies.. yet another year together!! special plans for later. hope u like the arrangements.
been too busy, but never did i forget today babe.
hardly do i say it aloud, but yes, i do love you. hmm..or shall i say....crazy for you..heh

Thursday, August 14, 2003

Went China Sq in da evening wif fi. it had changes. had a total reno since mths back i think. looks realy new and clean..nice. hah. went to "Village" its like Marche but according to fi, she call it the imitation Marche.oh well. but its pretty not bad the taste of food, thou' the variety is not as much as Marche.
den we took a stroll and drove down to Fort Canning. we were into the same topic as yest. haha. but was realy nice tokin, under the sky. i realy enjoyed every little thing that we talked about.
its been awhile since we last drove up to Mt Faber. love da feeling up there. its like u can see the entire island. realy windy up there too. we wud usually sit down and appreciate the view under the stars ( tho' ive always feel that s'pore is aint that fantastic)... haha.
hmm..wads wif me today.
aight, another proposal to be done.

Wednesday, August 13, 2003

does anyone remember wad they used to like..as in realy into, when they were a kid.
Since young i realy waz crazy over outdoor (run ard and get mud over) kinda kid.
ok but besides that i've had this interest in cars. big, small. i started buying car tracks to build dem to race motor cars on. den i moved on to buy remote control cars and i had a cupboard of collection. i think it wuz like 20 of dem. de fave of all wuz the black and red (i think) ..and it looks like Ferrari. oh boy i was crazy. ok not only that, ard 3 -6 yrs i cant rem exact, i ask my dad to buy the motor car where u can realy drive ard moving at 5km/h kinda car.haha. cost wuz like thousand plus per car. its jus like owning a go-kart. just that mine cant race. hah
and when i got enough thrill from all these little driving, i insisted that my dad take me out for a spin...me sitting on his lap me holding the steering wheel with his hand gripping onto mind..haha. cruising super slow at my neighbourhood. goodness, how inlove i wuz wif carss.
now, that i have my own car, im just so in need for speed. i get the thrill by racing and speeding (of coz speeding at de right time and place). Like, when ure racing wif another car, u'll try to block his way from driving pass you. yeah that's de best thrill i get outta it.
sigh but always get nag by fi. yeah i know its for my best. sigh. cutting down.
wanted dad to enrol me for go-kart in malaysia where u'll earn ur own car, maintaining it and race in Johor tracks. but dad doesnt like the idea of "in malaysia" oh well.

anyway had dinner with fi at edo and she was askin me some questions about my past, past relationships, and so on and so forth.
..funny as it is, when ur out of a certain phase in your life and when you look back, you'll just laugh over it. you'll see things in a bigger scale, definitely. how silly i was in the past, the wrongs i did. haha.
we had a good dinner...
im glad, cuz u understand me more den anyone could..

Monday, August 11, 2003

just got back from her house after dinner. had a full meal. anyway i realy think that both her parents r realy nice. fi's mum has a realy warm heart. wad a pity i can't seem to tok properly to dem cuz not that i get tongue-tied but cuz i cant speak teochew and i cant speak chinese at all since i dunno when. i used to speak slight chinese but now, oh boy i cant utter a proper sentence of chinese especially after learning french like mths ago.
french lang is nice and there were couple of times when i rattle on in french to fi and she's like..huh?.haha. oh well.
in de morning wuz suppose to meet up wif fi, but was too lazy to get my butt outta house so asked her to came over. how evil of me huh.hah. thanx babe.
my dog simply loves her by de way. he gets along well wif everyone actuallie. yeah yeah.

need to do my proposal. sigh



Sunday, August 10, 2003

yesterday had bbq and mahjong til de wee hrs at nite with da four of dem.

it began first by me, my bro, fi were trying to eat up all the bbq food 1st before the rest came.haha. we were practically stuffing ourselves up. i just get the satisfaction in cooking. esp the previous time when i cooked a meal for fi. woala!
den sheryl and yeemei came over. the rest cldnt make it due to..hmm personal reasons.haha.
but im glad the food were just rite. it wuz like a small gathering, tokin over dinner and laughing like hell. had a session of mahjong. at de end i lost the most. sigh. but it doesnt matter, its the fun that comes along wif it.
by late hr about i dunno when, we were so tired, so we bath and slept.
dey cld have slept at my attic but all decided to bunk in on bed. imagine the four of us?
obviously i tried to give dem more space cuz their my guests. haha.

this morning woke up in de late morning.. drove dem down to bt merah my grandma hse downstairs to eat lunch den went our separate ways.
realy exhausted.
but the fun was definitely there!

Thursday, August 07, 2003

You are,
The key to my emotions
You keep me going strong
The source of my solution
When things are going wrong
When my life's uncertain

There's no place I'd rather be
Then standing here beside you
'Cause your love always comforts me
Don't you know you're everything that
Sets my feet to dancing

When I think of all you've done for me
Here and now my heart's proclamation
You are awesome and true
You've been better to me than I've been to myself

I knew that you'd be my world
Knowing every where I go
Things you taught me they would show
So many times and changes
You've seen me through
I sure enough couldn't have survived without you.

There's a face I know too well
I see it every time I look in the mirror
No I don't kiss and tell
I'll tell you after I betrayed you
Supersonic boy sweating sin
The pillar that I'm melting on
will prove you wrong
Keep your lips sealed this just in
You're speeding up the ticker of the walking time bomb
met up wif da bgirls and bboys at youthpark. they were practising for their performance for siemens mobile.
while breaking, fi waited like 2 hrs for me to be done. feel damn bad. im alwaz too engrossed in my breakin that i forgot abt her at hat moment. shucks. i'm sorry baby..

anyhow guess this sat askin my buds and deir gf of coz over for bbq and juz chill out.
haha hopin that sheryl wud bring her dog over to "u know" wif my dog.haha..and she's like "wad da fuck, u sick bastard" haha..and i wuz like "yeah yeah, wad's wrong? dey need to carry on da family line"
talkin abt dogs, yesterday fi and i visited the pet shop, and she found herself falling inlove wif this 2 mth old Shihtsu. what can i sae, it is indeed adorable. still cld rem the 1st time holding my dog and bringing it home and knowin its mine!! hah.
and now he's like treated as a prince as home. yah wad ya expect i treat things n people ard me wif care..lotsa it. yeah.hah.

Saturday, August 02, 2003

jus got back frm this ntu stuff at newsroom bar. it realy bored me and my frens. hah. retro..not my type.
went for haircut and colored my hair. its like matt silver wif tinge of blue.satisfied.
in da evening picked sheryl up frm clementi den fetched fi. think she wuz a lil pissed cuz like we were quite late. down to n.b.
lately ive jus been so drained. been running ard doin errands and my contacts dries up easily.
i must say sheryl is da best bud ever, althou sometimes we r both heck care abt stuff, but realy she's just a great pal. hope things work out real gd wif her n her girlfriend.

Thursday, July 31, 2003

as far as i can remember the last i update my blog was week back?hah. been busy wif work.

today was a pretty eventful day, or shall i sae, busy day.
my team and I met up wif the Far East organization. Like everyone had to wear formal, go down to their office at central sq to have a meeting. We're planning to organize an event at far east plaza for the youths. It'll be prob in sept 2nd week. wif fashion shows,dance, apparels..etc. now we're workin out the quotations. realy tiring.

de rest of de afternoon waz spent driving around spore to get de bag i need.
den had another meetin at far east wif lifeng.
realize he's bringing down his 2 b-girls to perform for herstory.ws this sun.
he's thinking of tie-ing in wif anchor beer, thats fantastic..if the deal works out.
speaking of which i need a haircut plus get a new suit. hate formal. dread.

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

Been realy tied down by meetings. and most of all, they end late. home- thinking of ideas and writing proposals. now, meeting clients are gonna be a real hassle.
wad can i sae, paychecks awaits.

Sunday, July 20, 2003

guess wad wuz my dream all abt last nite?hah.golfing. rite..
i mean its been quite sometime i hit a ball, cuz been busy and all. but anyway yah hmm..dreamt that i wu suppose to go for my usual daily golf training at da course. so as usual waitin by the buggy.however supposedly all buggies are taken so, i had ta walk. ok fine. and walk to de 1st tee box. and hah came like abt 7 seven caucasian girls, they're suppose to play a game wif me since like i wuz alone. ( i swear i dunnoe why and how) ok but nm, anyhow, dey r supposedly frm UWC..(like huh?) i dunno but yah. and so the game started, play de entire 18 holes. cant realy rem wad exactly happen after that. But when i got up, i swear i wuz aching all over (not sure if it wuz cuz of breakin) or my dream. wuz so tired that i woke up at 12 plus, when fi called..i wuz like "uuhh...yahh..?" and i wuz stupid i swear, she called several times and i knew she wuz callin i jus cldnt press the ans mode. real shack.
told her abt the dream. err, its not that i've been thinking abt whatsoever caucasian girls or uwc girls. hah thats absurd, totally. maybe i just need to get back to golfing. but realy, wad a weird dream...

aight! went shopping wif fi, meant to be window shop, but end up buying a shirt and a t-shirt from levi's. dun ask me why frm there, but yah i jus bought it. price is so not to be. but whatever.i need to get slip-ons,jus shoes to like get out of hse kind. fi suggested loafers. anyway im tired of birkenstocks.
saw shilin though, talked a little and drove ard.
later in de evening, (just now), we had a fair bit of adventure. haha. such a big laugh. yeah, aight, too long to blog it.

Saturday, July 19, 2003

at last i've da time ta sit at da comp and type.hah.
de last time, wuz out on fri. had realy great dinner at this steamboat restaurant, forgot what name tho. ate abt 2 hrs.haha. catch 2 fast 2 furious. man i'm inlove wif cars, nice cars dey had.not a pretty sensible(nice) show, but its just de carsss. anyway met up wif sheryl and joleen, rae and de rest wif fi, hmm like after midnite.went home like 3 plus, slept thruout.
and den today, met up in da afternoon wif da same. went ta break.
damn, im aching again.
ate dinner at raffles city and realy had a good time chattin and laffing.and suddenly fi gave me a surprise, she came down str8 after her tuition. she bought me this "liang cha" for my flu and throat. hah, realy horrible at 1st, i mean wadaya expect its chinese med. i aint like it.
but she's realy sweet, so i drank de entire bottle. well, tmr dere's another bottle. sigh. but im realy thankful for it.
yeap den drove dem down to choa chu kang to meet some other frenz.
i sure did get my way lost. ok but anyway just got home, tired.
sigh monday's gonna be hectic. got work til 8 followed by some proposal meeting. will see how it go.

Thursday, July 17, 2003

today is a special day, shld be spent well ain't it?..sigh but we cldnt. had ta go to work, so she jus came over my hse, spent like little time tog and den she went home, i had ta work.
but yah anyway, after work came home gobbled my dinner down, real famished. ate more.
anyhow, glad i got my car back frm servicing today.
So gonna have pretty nice plans for tmr. to make up for today.
drive downtown, have a nice dinner, followed by walks, midnite movie, etc. sucks any beta ideas? been almost everywhere.
singapore's just so small huh.
been a long time since we catch a movie. haha been like "off da dating period". so doubt i'll be able to catch up wif my buddies tom. but anyway dey haf deir own girls and besides, usually have plans wif dem during da wkends. ya yeah, so if any of u catch my blog tonite, sorry yeh, see ya sat/sun.
oh by de way, tell me if yu guys wanna break diz sat.

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

sorry pals, photos had some screwed up prob earlier, now's fixed.
yesterday, fi visited me at home, brought food for me when i cldnt get outta bed. but was feeling beta den the dae before. she always stock up my grocery for me like every week, whether its junk, or healthy food, or juice, there're always be those food i like. she just knows that either my bro eat up all de food (most of it) in de fridge or i just cant be bothered to eat other than wat my maid cook.
yeah but above all, im jus realy grateful. thanx babe.
today felt slightly beta, but still tokin thru my nose, down wif flu. went down to her house and accompanied her. as my car went servicing, i had ta go public. haha, almost lost my way.
den went dinner at bugis together. walked ard a lil. and headed home.
was suppose to meet sheryl but she wuz in town, so in de end, yeah jus de 2 of us.
tt's all.

Sunday, July 13, 2003

photos uploaded - "frenz-buddies"
haven been online for couple of days i suppose. now that i wanna blog abt events that happened, they are some sort forgotten. hah, i mean the detailed ones.
ok lets see,
fRidae- met up wit jo, rae, sheryl and fi. wuz suppose to go fisherman village but was cancelled cuz diana cldnt make it.
but anyway on fridae, hmm i think it wuz a wet day. yeah but anyhow, from my house down to orchard was realy jammed. and its like everywhere is supposedly jammed up wif cars, i almost fell asleep while driving. left house at six, fetch fi and reached town at 8.pretty jammed huh.
however, things got even worst - there were human jam everywher. i hate crowds.
but my mood wuz lightened up when fi actuallie baked cookies for me, which saed it wuz for my surprise. haha jus remembered, the two hearts that she make wuz kinda burnt.haha. but when i first saw it, i just cldnt help it but burst out in lafter.haha. but reali sweet of u babe.
well, after dinner that day, we were breaking at a corner. den again, the next day, bruises appeared again.

saturday - met up wif jason,haven been catchin up wif him for quite sometime, cuz of his army. den met up wif sheryl and de rest. anyway around in da evening, my throat became sore and wuz running a temp. was suppose to got wif joleen and rae to mariott hotel for a drink but had ta go home, wuz reali feeling horrible. luckily, i didnt drive or else, i mite ended up in a accident.

sunday - stayed home the whole day after seeing de doc. just kept sleeping. was too lethargic to do ath.

today: at de comp, feeling much beta. car sent to de workshop. as i "look after" my car so much haha, send it for some oil refills, check de engine blah blah.
now dat i tok funny coz of my sore throat, and running a temp, i hope fi doesnt come later, afraid to pass her my sickness.

fi, thanx for everything that u've done..

Thursday, July 10, 2003

knock off work at 8. den went to meet sheryl,nat and jann.
went for late dinner and ended up at some pub. somewher where all de old crowds hang out.
haha but wuz a funny encounter. met few hilarious old uncles and this trans'. she can realy shake,she's jann's fren. there wuz this uncle goin on talking abt his family and his daughter and son, coincidentally her daughter's now in acjc. there wuz this auntie who got so high that she keeps shouting and prancing ard. my, me and sheryl jus sat there and kept quiet. i cldnt wait to get out - go home.
ok but anyway i drank water during the whole time.had enuf of alcohol lately and besides if i had drank more alcohol tonite, i'll get booked. yeah, cant drink and drive.

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

went for class.bored. drew graffitti, just on pieces of paper.
gonna get spray cans. just for fun, y'know. obviously no illegal stuff (not yet, i suppose).joleen wants to find a place to spray graffitti on. hah.
went dinner at fi's house. nice food. her mum cooks pretty not bad.

off to do errands.

Monday, July 07, 2003

just received another free $500 voucher to purchase any mobile phone.hah.jus got one last mth cuz of my mom's line and so bought the SL55 siemens for 18dollars. now its my dad's line. wuz jus thinking maybe i shld jus buy the fone wif that voucher and sell it to shops and get cash.hmm.

Sunday, July 06, 2003

went zouk last nite wif bunch of them.
reali tired this morn.
anyway last week's been fulfilling. joleen's back frm aust. ha,she wanted to give a surprise but sheryl just slip it off her tongue. yeah,went out wif dem, went to fi's house for dinner.
the week past pretty fast,and this morn brain's down a little, voice is reali bad.
oh yeah saw dorothy last nite at zouk.darn she looked good. sheryl,joleen were like man she has got a great body.
tired.be back.
later!

Friday, June 20, 2003

bumped into amanda todae at esplanade.nice seeing ya.
wuz circling around raffles place and to my surprise,parked next to me at the traffic junction wuz a french guy(later den i found out thru his accent).anyhow, we were both drivin the same car, he wuz realy friendly.he wind down de window and ask me abt the car and blah blah.ok hard to describe to anyone bt wad happened.only fi knows.hah.it'll be pretty cool if we have frenz that have similar cars.

anyone thinks alot? how alot,u may ask.i mean alot as in,even everything - every new conversation u make wif someone wif great significance in ur life or to-be? or..even every msg u receive and evenn...the amt of time lag u gotta space out to msg de person.ok fine, bet ya lost me somewhere.
fine ok basically, someone whu thinks tremendously god-damn ('xcuse me).. sometimes reduntantly alot..?well, fi thinks i am.
i dunno but, what realy intrigues and so-called fascinates me is the human mind...ur mind...anyone's mind. i think so much and get so involved in searchin thru ur thoughts til i've lost track of mine???
so far til this pt of my life, i've never lost tracked of wad i want and wad i feel. i mean as far as i can remember i suppose.
but hey realy, i do read people's mind and the scary part is, i cant help it. and most of the time it gets into me bt what and how anyone feels. and that leads to the part of over-sensitivity...maybe?
nah.
but it doesnt matter does it, whether i can decipher ur actions..or not. or shld i put it as.."gut feelin".oh man den i must say i've lotsa gut feeling.i jus feel that most of de time, whatever i feel is true..or will be. *shrugs* maybe everyone or someone do have the same sentiments.

confused? yeah.so am i.
on another note, this ain't specifically directed to anyone.no one at all in fact. just a (whatver u may call it)..think aloud.

Saturday, June 14, 2003

yesterday: spent the entire day at tha beach wif fi. she dragged me down for her to get her tan. but time spent wuz great. the sun, the sand, but not the sea,(its choked up wif seaweeds and eww).oh well, but it wuz pretty quiet, its like jus two of us and a few bunch of people.pretty nice.
she got pretty tan and me?i dun think so, but she insist that i do.ok ok i am tan.hah.den played pool in da evening, wuz waiting for sheryl. darn she wuz pretty in a lousy mood cuz i think she's gona get a deep shit from sch. hey pal,i know u needed someone to toked to yest at dat moment but so happen i didnt hear my fone, jus wanna apologize yeh.haf a great time a dbl o yeh.

today: went breakin' and again my knee got pretty scratch.which i didnt know abt it. haha mel get to toked to Sani when we were on da train,bet she wuz smiling away.u go girl.anyhow, time to catch a bath,muscles aching.

btw...photos uploaded.(breakin')
anyhow if anyone wants to check out breaking, u can go look for Sani and his crew at orchard mrt upstairs outside popular.

Tuesday, June 10, 2003

done - got SL55 yest.bought a shirt.
anyhow,speaking of which, i've to admit that as much as i'm chosey in clothes, i just cant find those slim fit kind.
err,i mean tight long sleeves.
last alt, have my clothes tailored. no, i mean just shirts i guess.

been rather lethargic lately, cant figure out why.
so many things to be done, but time seems so short. ok fine, maybe cuz i always sleep half my day away.and the other half rushing out to do errands.

Saturday, June 07, 2003

went breakin' tday again.bones are definitely aching. studio had Sani's frenz those breakers.they're real good. dey were gonna perform at bugis this evening.anyhow,but i missed it cuz wuz lookin for fi's specs.she bought a pair at last.hmm happy girl?

walked around a little, saw the Siemens SL55.looked rather interesting, different from the rest of the phones.whichever anyway i just need a new mobile.

that's abt it,but left out other details of my day (as always).- dun see de need to air my inner thoughts.only at times, i guess.

Thursday, June 05, 2003

hey,hear this.have ya wondered or realize some souls lurk around ur social life and even plagiarize certain writings of yours.even more, copy wad u wear to wad u smell.
and ya bet, its obvious they do.
yes indeed its so "for cryin out loud..cut it alrite"
or shall i say,
imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.
but whether it is or not, realy..get over it.
"to start wif, everyone already has a shadow, we don need two or more.."

photos uploaded.

didnt go for french today, too tired after cleaning up my car, been giving lotsa my frenz lift.cant reject frenz.
met daph, didnt realize she's into motoring too.
now that i've this car, many that wans ta sit, its gonna be hard cuz it onli fits 4.
jus like today, oh boy do i get lotsa scoldin frm many, hey pals im realy sorry k.promise will gif ya all a ride,and if so as u guys said u wanna drive, ok i mite.(if u got a license.yeah)


realize weneva i blog, its juz so jerky.yeh.
oh well, but realy, i dun think aloud.
later!

Friday, May 30, 2003

just experimenting wif more templates.
err,settled.
She came over today, spent time at my backyard spa, watch tv, suppose to teach her french (err forgot),well had e urge so took model shots of her(.err.but its realy nice) well, made dinner for her.
Waited for my car to arrive. waht can i sae. love it.
anyway it just looks too precious for me to drive it.

anyhow,
she got hockey comp tom morning. Lots of luck babe. whatever de outcome may be, i know u've tried ur best, so have your team.see u there.

gotta go mel's chalet tom. i hope after waking up so early i can still make it for her birthday.

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

I know u've been suffering for sometime. Besides its been only weeks when I heard abt the saddening news that u've been hospitalized. Right til now I'm still shocked.
The memories are still so fresh - Jamie, me, Char and you were at the tennis courts hitting around, the bubbly you laughing away spreadin ur contagious laughter to every of us.
Now that ur gone, you know, the memory of you will always be with us.



"...the pain never truly goes away, it just gets smaller and condensed, tucked away in a corner somewhere in the deep recesses of the heart. There it remains at a constant low level ache, which with time may be overridden. There may be times when a site, a smell, a place, a song, an anniversary or birthday will trigger the old memories and the intensity of the grief and loss will return again. These feelings often arrive without warning and can be just as painful making one feel as though he or she was experiencing the loss anew."

Sadly missed,
your ex vice captain.
went to support her at the hockey pitch today.
congrats babe! AC won 1-0 AJ.im sure u all realy put in much effort to be in the finals.u deserve it!

saw peiqi, kahyan, wax.told dem abt the news. this morn, Char jus msged me abt Esther. wanted to rush down to the hosp last nite but parents didnt want frenz to visit her.

went out wif peiwen and fi for dinner.
newae hey San, realy been a long time since i've tok to u and anyway dun be troubled abt u noe. do wad u hafta do. can alwaz gif me a buzz yeh.

Friday, May 23, 2003

Alas!
finnaly feel less lazy to blog today.jus got out of spa pool at my back yard.realy hot, nice time to dip in.hah.
few days ago went wif sheryl kayakin and got myself lobster body.oh well, its the sun.

newae jus moved in few days ago. love my long room,great designed toilet and the attic and audio room..blah blah.
but haven bought furnitures tt are needed in my room as well as those audio access.

gonna cut hair todae wif sheryl.and i think tom they're coming over my hse.gettin a tan,dip in,mahjong..err..jus de usuals.
stayin over i think.but things aint confirm yet.

the third floor: one room still lacks a full length mirror cuz its like gonna be a studio which i wanted it to be. and hopefullie owning a set of turntables to place it there.den they can jus come over n break.

alrite im jus so laid back now.later!

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

haven been bloggin these few days cuz comp has been down.
using a public comp now. heh

dad jus got me a cabriolet. its the Peugeot206cc coupe-cabriolet. sigh dad didnt want to get me the bmw cabriolet cuz of its high speed. But at least he got me the "Edition limitee" and its the only unit left..phew.but its realy damn nice. thanx dad!

anyway mum just signed me up for French course (inclusive of txtbks and all).a new lang to learn. oh well.

by the way,im sorry i wldn't be able to reply those emails cuz comp is down. will get back to u guys asap yeh?

Saturday, May 03, 2003

thursday: went out wif fi and sheryl. cant realy rem where we went, but usual went town eat,tok,slack. den went supper--bak gu teh.
haha.den talked bout an hr or so in de car.about our past r/ls..ermm..people.yeap.

friday: met up wif fi,mel,sue,sheryl and fel. nuthin much.but had tp drag my feet down mad monks coz sheryl wanted to go. i swore i just sat and slack on the chair and stand while dey dance.i wuz so so tired.realy didnt feel like clubbin.left early.wuz glad.oops.

today:jus got back frm de studio. anyway toked to Sunny breakdance pro.ok anyway, we're tokin abt clubbin.supposedly he clubs at Phuture.He's a member dere.he say if i go wif frenz can sign us in.woah.dats save lotsa money.haha.he noes the DJs there anyway.
he's gonna help me find out turntable sales.he has a pair at home tho.
its been a long time since i found someone dat can spins.great. he saes no prob he can help.ok.

anyway met new couple of frenz.dey r gud at breakin'.hah.

by the way,mite not be bloggin as much as before.
wil be spending most of my time wif breakin and my pals.
saving up for turntable too.
tired.later!

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

too much break dancing, now still hurts the back.
ugh.
met up as usual.saw maryann and grace at zara.toked for awhile and realize how quite much i missed out on college frenz.

and penny jus saed she's goin aussie in mid-june.oh boy, i've been missing out so much on my frenz.and most are goin aussie.ok i guess i realy gotta catch up wif them soon before i find them missing.

yesterday bought the issue on motoring mag.
Looked at the cost performance index. showed it to my dad.abt the prices and performance of de car.
ok but anyway,
check this out:

my next fave besides BMW would be AUDI TT coupe and its roadster. (engine cc) is 1781 and max speed is 228/222km/h.
whats more: its 0-100km/h speed is 7.5 and 7.9sec.thats fast.

another one: Aston Martin DB7 Vantage coupe (engine cc) is 5935 (thats powerful) and max speed id 265km/h
whats more: its 0-100km/h speed is 5.1sec (!!!) that beats Evo 8!! Way fast!

these 2 cars are oneof the better i known besides Mitubishi and Subaru, i mean of cuz if ur into those Ralli-race.but the above mentioned are thumbs up. mite wanna consider the Audi.haha.

Monday, April 28, 2003

up in the middle of de nite. jus checked my email. cousin frm the states jus emailed back.
he jus told me he gotten his fourth car there. haha.how dirt cheap can dose cars get.
he got himself a coupe.-jealous-hah.oh well.

been toking to him abt cars, its engines and parts.well ever since he wuz in s'pore our conversation always carry topics on cars and all. he's another freak about cars.

later!
yesterdae, Jasmine sent the bm over at our hse to test drive.man, it's fast. i wuz like woh.relax.
yeah dad bought it in de end.
however somehow Jas also saed there's these 2 units of black cabriolet left and ask if we wanna get.
Dad wuz realy interested. There is also another 2nd hand 2-yr old blue metallic cabriolet on sale. So dad's considering.
Praying hard......haha.This mid-june according to him, he'll change our second car to another...either one of the above or jus another bmw.hope its the former.haha


went out wif fi today,she skipped training so went out. Went cityhall got a pants and she tried to study.
den went marina south and took photos.
althou nothin much,yeah but we realy had fun.
now,since her season's nearing and so are her exams.hardly haf the time to spend wif her.

ok tired now,(photos added)

Saturday, April 26, 2003

lets see, yesterdae went harbour front wif fi.wanted somethin or rather somewher different.

new shops and by the time we reached there,its pretty late so not much people too.
she had a bad day, so decided to attempt cooking something for her.hmm, pancake and fried fish.err.haha.wad a combi huh.
oh well. she wuz pretty surprised. i hope she realy mean it wen she saed she liked it..?

ok went to de studio today.now back's aching.been breakdancing for approx 3hrs.
twist here and there.wrist is pain.so are my arms.ouch. well but i guess cant be help. it's wad i like to do.

anyway if anyone likes hiphop, breakin' check out this song

nas - i know i can

oh yeah photos uploaded.

Thursday, April 24, 2003

just uploaded some photos.using lil bro digicam.cuz i lost my digicam cable that will enable me to transfer shots to de comp.

woke up at 1pm sharp.mom called me if i wanted anything from the supermarket.slept at five thirty in de nite, wuz watchin real madrid vs man utd.bet on man utd.earn a lil.but anyway thats' beside the pt.

i woke up late, late enough to end up at her sch so late(wat language wuz that!).wuz suppose to meet her at one.well sped all de way down.
glad she aint mad at me.
well after that sent her for training.nuthin happened actuallie.

now head's spinning, i need my sleep back.

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

I am not what u see I am, neither am I that friend you think I am.

No one knows my exact image.and never will you know.

To me, yesterday's always my figment of imagination. Unless u hold an importance.

I live a volatile role. Mirror image of u.

Ain't talking about split personality nor hyprocrisy.

Simple, I am what you are.

I observe, I think, I evaluate...

Anyone, anything.

All the time. That's me.

Monday, April 21, 2003

mom just came up to me today and said dad wanna get de new 5 series bmw.
and ask me to choose de color diz weekend.
sigh but ask dad whether is it possible to get de convertible,cuz he wuz interested in it too.
but den he figured out that in s'pore its useless to have one,hardly use it.yeah true.oh well.
so now gonna haf two bmw,sigh.but according to mom,dey'll buy another in mid-june.
no more bmw i hope.i'll just source ard i guess.

Saturday, April 19, 2003

went 'cheeky monkeys' on thurs nite wif gf and my great usual pals.
i must say there r lotsa oldies,enuf to be my dad.ha.didnt like de crowd.but music wuz not bad.coming nearer to de nite,we just hang loose and had fun.

fri slept my day thru,cuz been tired training and clubbing.

today,me finally mastered breakdance - the six steps twirl and baby freeze.
those guys r realy freindly and dey realy teach u wif patience.met new guy freins.cool bunch.
now elbow is blistered and arms r aching.but worth it.i just love new stuff.
watching soccer now.
later!

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

daily expd:

cut my hair - abt $80(including hair product,shampoo)for messy kinda volume.
great hairstylist,apart from toni n guy.
keith and i r jus so hair conscious.he has nice hair i must say.

bought another pair of shades.
zara shirt.
nautica yellow stripe shirt.nice shade of yellow.well gf likes it,so got it.
just wipe out 250 bucks n plus betting on soccer tonite.

oh god.

well fi got this marks and spencer bra,realy nice...and a skirt.realy short.but realy unique.
babe,drove u home early cuz u got a test tom.aint wan u to screw it up.don be mad?
got sth for u.

Monday, April 14, 2003

been too busy, or rather too tired blogging these days.
been having golf,either in de range or the course.training physical strength.mite be joinin de upcomin golf comp medal at laguna national.

today,did weights,runs,feeling so tired now. evening went to fetch fi from training and had dinner at edo sushi.drove down to the one near her house den following that we had beancurd at dat famous stall.(umm,i've no idea wads it called tho').yeah.but brought back memories.
after sendin her back,on my way down newton,this dark red honda civic followed me closely back to back. somehow i had this feelin that it wuz called for a challenge.ain't for sure yet.stopped at the traffic junction side by side,realized that, sat inside were two girls,de lady just had her license i guess (p plate).body language could tell wad dey were up to,we smiled.well so we had the race.driving at the speed of 130km/h from newton down sixth avenue,in between vehicles.facinating tho.but after jurong kechil,i had to go a different way,so we splitted.realy close.wow.u go girl!

lights off soon,have to go to de gym tom,hopefuli i'll be able to get a haircut later in de day.

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

Sometimes a song can touch a nerve
That takes me back to you
When I pick up my old guitar
And I play your favorite tune
Every now and then, some little thing
I've buried comes bubblin' up
And once in a while, you feel close enough to touch
I miss you a little, I guess you could say
A little too much, a little too often
A little more everyday


To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you.
called her after golf.she sounded realy cold.well she said she just woke up.
guess she's still upset wif me for not being able to meet up todae.
been waiting for u to call.
tired after a day's game.
still, i can't get you outta my mind.

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

An old man lying by the road black is night he's got his finger on the trigger
An easy target in sight he's got no future, no family tree
He's got a three dollar bottle and he drinks 'till he can't see

All night, all night.....A young girl waiting on a line
Eight a.m., she's got a six month old burden will power's withering thin
An unwed mother beaten by her trade each week her welfare reminds her
Of mistakes she never made
Now what has that to say about tomorrow
What has that to show for today
Noah thought to build an ark before the heavens washed it all away away...

A baby crying through a dream an after thought mother is seeking for pleasure
After the poison is bought his eyes are tainted, staggered is his breath
Oh God, he's addicted.. addicted to death.oh no.

Monday, April 07, 2003

yeah,went velvet wif fi and frenz.practically jus went there to chill out.crowd wuz so darn little.
lets see, fi got approached yest.to be hugged by this butch.haha.she came up and ask me if my gf cld hug her.and i wuz like,haha,i;m honoured but u gotta ask my gf.so she asked fi and fi told her that she'll just shake her hand.haha.how silly.after much persuasion,fi jus end up huggin that butch's gf.haha.maybe its a dare,i dunoe.but i guess it was no big deal.haha.my babe.

haha.reali funny,gerry and chris(previous champ butch hunt) came up to sheryl and i forced us to join butch hunt.and it wuz de second time.man how crazy.(lax guys,no brag just stating how desperate dey get when dey want pple)haha.i swear there's no way i'll go for that.but sheryl should.haha.u go girl!

well well,today just slept my day thru.too lazy to get my butt off de house.i noe she's pretty upset that i didnt meet her today,which i've promised.fi, u noe de reason why rite?i noe i got u pretty worried this evening too.but i juz forgot to bring my mobile out wif me.
i do miss you ok.


Saturday, April 05, 2003

went monks last nite.no choice,fi wanted to go.it just confirms that i'm totally off clubbing.or maybe just there.

well met old frenz,glad to see dem ard. last nite encountered some childish acts.haha.such a tickle.

bought a dkny watch.sheryl spotted it.i tot it wuz pretty funky and vintage.
met up wif gen and natalie wif sheryl and fi.been a long time since i met up wif dem.
went to get a few collar shirts.pink and red.haha.in 3days.spend more den 800bucks.oh shucks.

Thursday, April 03, 2003

when i think of all the moments
full of love and tenderness
shivers running down my spine
feeling your caress
and i linger in ur memory
of a love that's so divine
you're everything that i desire
i wanna spend my time

in heaven with you..
golf at e course todae. but play gotta be discontinued due to the bad weather.heavy downpour wif lightning.
had a game with lil bro and dad. headwind wuz rather strong todae. using a callaway wood to tee off wuz a pretty bad idea.yeah indeed it had the distance but the wind brought it mostly out of bounds.i mus say that at the age of 15 (my lil bro) is playing like a single handicapper.impressive.yeah credit goes out to him.he's been training pretty hard.

golf is such a game based on lotsa mental strength and attitude.unlike the other sports it depends on ur opponent strength.but golf is kinda more of competing with ur ownself,uh-huh.its both, i muz say, a good and bad point.
well enuf' said.

today's a nice weather to stay home,read the papers,watch de news,easy day.

that pal of mine,sheryl, called me up and we just toked a lil.realized she's been coped up almost everyday at home,avoiding sars.haha.hope we can meet up soon,maybe tom.wif de group.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

passed by Bang & Olufsen today again.i've no idea which to get,they're all realy awesome.
feel like getting gadgets.webcam,another digicam,mp3/md player.but i think i'll get it for fi.
met up with ruth this afternoon at olio dome.chatted pretty long.haven toked to her since way long.

den went out wif fi to walk around in the city.
got a british india pants.and bought her this hand-made funky necklace that she likes.
had dinner in de car facing the sea.was pretty and different from usual dining.

Tuesday, April 01, 2003

in just a day, spent about $400.oh boy.

bought shirts,t-shirts,shoes sneakers.love those limited ed.
i didn't realize i spent that much cuz after all its only few pieces of stuff.
bought fi a top,she's just so inlove with that material.haha.

more shop list: watch,pants,cds,shirts and more shirts(get tired of dem' easily) and more others.
range from de rack,vintage to alternative.
get the feeling of changing my wardrobe.

spa pool's ready at my new hse yard.
cant wait to watch movie in my mini movie theatre.




Monday, March 31, 2003

wanna race.but what a pity spore road is so small.great challenge.

Friday, March 28, 2003

to you, fi ..

i guess i'm not de only one
to tell you i can see the sun
in the smile u're smiling everyday
u know u mean de world to me
i think i'm dreaming, but i see it
in ur eyes n realize that u r reality

i wanna thank you
i wanna thank you in such a special way
for de time u spend with me
in my life real good moments
coz' without u i cld never survive
believe me, its true
i just wanna thank you

with everything i owe you
a feeling that i never knew
is what u left forever in my heart
u help me when im feeling pain
u lead me thru de darkest lane
in my eyes no surprise
u seperate the tears from falling rain

every minute im without u
is a lost moment in my life
and that moment cuts deep like a knife
u give me de power to believe in myself
and my dreams again
u'll always be a big part of my life

i wanna thank you...

i know ure shocked to see tears in my eyes.so am i.
but u really touched me in every way that u do.
met jason today.coz he's going to de army next mon.
haha.wuz forced to take neo-prints.nice chat tho' haven seen him in awhile,been busy.
gave sandra a ride to pick fi up den back to noelle's house.she's sucha spoilt brat.ha.yeah.

Thursday, March 27, 2003

went down yesterdae to meet bunch of great pals..sheryl,sueanne,mel,felicia.
was with my girlfriend.haha.realy good to juz sit down and hang out.tok and laugh.
all were worried bt the SARS.haha.

jus bought a game pc for little bro.it didnt work.haha.jus bought without knowing its compatibilty.
LTA just sent me a registered mail.mom said it mite be me that brought about the fine.
passing thru red lights?speeding?hmm.
ERP card jus dun work these days too.

had golf wif dad yesterday.suppose to have another with bro and dad today but wuz too lazy to drag myself outta de bed this morning to the fairway.

Monday, March 24, 2003

sigh didn't get to see her today.

had to do lotsa errands for the new house.was suppose to follow dad for business trip but asked him to cancel it
coz' of the virus going around and the known unstability.

just hang up the fone.feeling kinda restless now.thinking of how to make big bucks in my next coming days.
today my dad drove de merc into our carpark and accidentally scratch de side mirror.there it goes,shattered glass.
and poor me gotta hand over the bmw back to dem for them to use while de other will be sent for repair.
now, tmr when i'll be seeing her,ain't with a car.but i guess its good, its time for the legs to do some walking and time to sit long hours on the bus.yeah ha.not much complaints though.i sure can live with that.

Sunday, March 23, 2003

went looking for plasma and stereo sound systems today for my new house.

guess everyone has heard of Bang & Olufsen the beauty of sound and Soundsystem9?
Stared at many B&O stereo systems. I really need to lay hands on them, you got me?haha.
trusted and superb quality stereo is worth the amount of cash, is definitely worth my buying.

...a great decor with awesome furnish.option list -checked-

Being introduced in the working world back then wasn't as easy as i figured,especially coming from a very sheltered family owing to them from my head to toes.
Struggling with my own accord meeting different working class,attending to different and all kinds of behaviour, i definitely have to put up with some.After working for awhile, meeting the expectations of you being able to earn much more commissions became more challenging. At times, yeah stress would hinder me,but i guess i just gotta put it far aside to not allow it to hinder my own performance. A post of Sales executive would be achievable in due time but haha the title is just another bullshit, cause the crap one has to clean up is much a burden.

Gladly, taken an off for a week or so, but had to choose a lie portraying that i'll be out of town, otherwise my leave wouldn't be satisfied.
Need to spend time with good frens,been leaving them out for a period of time, sigh.sorry guys.

Saturday, March 22, 2003

Bachelor of Science or,computing and information systems,
or

Bachelor of business (economics and finance)
or

Business in business administration.

>sighs.oh well,i dunno.
entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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went to 'chocolate by the bald man' at esplanade.

the chocolate is awesome.as much as i'm ain't no sucker for chocs,but these chocs do get a thumbs up.
took half-day today cause,as much as i'm gettin sick of de job,i wanted to hang out somewhere.ended up in de city.
de chocs include white choc,choc wif milk and w/o milk litted wif candles frm de underneath to keep it melting.
and strawberrys,bananas,marshmallow,and bread.sounds nothin out of de ordinary,but reali it's de best experience i had wif chocs.yeah

had thai dinner den she bought couple of stuff,sk-II,shoes,chocs..etc.jus had ta dump all of dem in de car.

met mark ng,ac's pe teacher,chat a little.pretty surprised to see him around.

these days ain't much mood for de norms calculated by some eg.clubbing,going out slacking etc.
more for chilling out,read de news,golfing,and of coz' trying to find new jobs.haha.
i need to spend more quality time.but ain't much time to do what i want cuz been packed wit de boss's work.
it's time for another 'i quit'.

Friday, March 21, 2003


spent the day at sentosa.

sheesh.had to park my wheels somewhere kinda up a hill cos' 'carpark full'.
sun was just alright,but tan didnt turn out much.well we've juz stayed in de sun for like an hour and i wanted to shower.
althou de tan wasnt there,stayed in sentosa for like 2hr or so.but enjoyment was there.
den drove down to marina south for bbq dinner.not bad,ate quite a feast.den went for a spin.
tomorrow work's begin til eight again.jus gotta bear wif it huh.well pay's comin at de end of the mth.
sipping heineken in de car a nite ago,oh christ did it taste bad.