to you, fi ..

i guess i'm not de only one
to tell you i can see the sun
in the smile u're smiling everyday
u know u mean de world to me
i think i'm dreaming, but i see it
in ur eyes n realize that u r reality

i wanna thank you
i wanna thank you in such a special way
for de time u spend with me
in my life real good moments
coz' without u i cld never survive
believe me, its true
i just wanna thank you

with everything i owe you
a feeling that i never knew
is what u left forever in my heart
u help me when im feeling pain
u lead me thru de darkest lane
in my eyes no surprise
u seperate the tears from falling rain

every minute im without u
is a lost moment in my life
and that moment cuts deep like a knife
u give me de power to believe in myself
and my dreams again
u'll always be a big part of my life

i wanna thank you...

i know ure shocked to see tears in my eyes.so am i.
but u really touched me in every way that u do.

met jason today.coz he's going to de army next mon.
haha.wuz forced to take neo-prints.nice chat tho' haven seen him in awhile,been busy.
gave sandra a ride to pick fi up den back to noelle's house.she's sucha spoilt brat.ha.yeah.

went down yesterdae to meet bunch of great pals..sheryl,sueanne,mel,felicia.
was with my girlfriend.haha.realy good to juz sit down and hang out.tok and laugh.
all were worried bt the SARS.haha.

jus bought a game pc for little bro.it didnt work.haha.jus bought without knowing its compatibilty.
LTA just sent me a registered mail.mom said it mite be me that brought about the fine.
passing thru red lights?speeding?hmm.
ERP card jus dun work these days too.

had golf wif dad yesterday.suppose to have another with bro and dad today but wuz too lazy to drag myself outta de bed this morning to the fairway.

sigh didn't get to see her today.

had to do lotsa errands for the new house.was suppose to follow dad for business trip but asked him to cancel it
coz' of the virus going around and the known unstability.

just hang up the fone.feeling kinda restless now.thinking of how to make big bucks in my next coming days.
today my dad drove de merc into our carpark and accidentally scratch de side mirror.there it goes,shattered glass.
and poor me gotta hand over the bmw back to dem for them to use while de other will be sent for repair.
now, tmr when i'll be seeing her,ain't with a car.but i guess its good, its time for the legs to do some walking and time to sit long hours on the bus.yeah ha.not much complaints though.i sure can live with that.

went looking for plasma and stereo sound systems today for my new house.

guess everyone has heard of Bang & Olufsen the beauty of sound and Soundsystem9?
Stared at many B&O stereo systems. I really need to lay hands on them, you got me?haha.
trusted and superb quality stereo is worth the amount of cash, is definitely worth my buying.

...a great decor with awesome furnish.option list -checked-

Being introduced in the working world back then wasn't as easy as i figured,especially coming from a very sheltered family owing to them from my head to toes.
Struggling with my own accord meeting different working class,attending to different and all kinds of behaviour, i definitely have to put up with some.After working for awhile, meeting the expectations of you being able to earn much more commissions became more challenging. At times, yeah stress would hinder me,but i guess i just gotta put it far aside to not allow it to hinder my own performance. A post of Sales executive would be achievable in due time but haha the title is just another bullshit, cause the crap one has to clean up is much a burden.

Gladly, taken an off for a week or so, but had to choose a lie portraying that i'll be out of town, otherwise my leave wouldn't be satisfied.
Need to spend time with good frens,been leaving them out for a period of time, sigh.sorry guys.