hectic month. exhaust, exhaust. what else can i describe. been jugglin with work, studies, council, tennis and...if u dun see me in sch, im definitely at work, or if not soon at tennis courts. im glad, council for events so far don't have much this sem, or have i been too busy to notice any. got myself into tennis plus its events. gotta plan for the trainings and all...yada yada. no, not complaining......i even feel bad when shery ask me out or joleen, or berinda, or...i cant rem, im alwaz replying - "im sorry, im caught up in sth"..or "ive got lotsa assignments due".."got work tom, cant stay out too late"...the list goes on. but realy, im really piled up with assignments and assinments. fine, it won't be too much if i dun have other commitments. but, ever since ive stop taking the normal allowances from my family, i've spent wad i earned. no, not that they refuse to gif me, but i refuse to tk from them. althou sometimes dad gets realy angry if i dun accept his money, but ill try to maintain my own lifestlye...plus my car...hah. now, fi and i are cooling off. as u can see, she says im too busy for her and i spend too much time with my frenz (mahjong til next morning....) and i dun consider how she feels. yes i agree, im everything wad a girl hates in a relationship ever since i dun noe when. she gets paranoid and overly dependent and everything i do is my fault. i accept whatever tt is thrown to me, coz yes im just totaly irresponsible in the relationship these past weeks and i need time to sort out my thoughts. on another note, next week me and fi will be off to thailand with billy and yy, so i'll see how things goes. yes im jus a screwed up kid. enuff my frens. another tt im so aggy abt is my decks....ive not touched them for mth plus! fug. anyway load lil of the pix, have not load the 2 yr anniversary yet thou. ya my fault again....